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My heart throbs,

As he's holding me,

I know I'm not the

Only one he wants,

I know I'm not the only

One he loves,

But I'm the one he's with.

I worry everyday,

I wait for him to say

He's leaving me for

One of the others.

I'm always scared,

He tries to reassure me

By telling me he's with me

And not them,

But it only worries me more.

I have a heartache from

Not being the only one he looks

At with that loving smile,

That his heart is split between me

And them,

And that I know I'm not the

Only one he could be with.

No matter what he says,

No matter what he does,

No matter what happens,

This heartache will always

Be here.

We fight,

We make up,

We fight again.

We both say we want

To fix things,

We both say we want

To be together for life,

But how will it be managed

If we can't believe in each

Other?

What we need,

Isn't just trust,

It's also believing in

Each Other,

If we can believe in

Each other,

We can slowly begin to trust,

And fix things.

We need to believe

The love that we share

Is true,

We need to believe

That we are truely meant

To be.

You are my only love,

You are my soul mate,

And you are all I want

Right now out of life.

Won't you understand that?

Won't you see that this is

How I feel,

How we should try and

Fix all these things?

It won't fail

If we just try harder,

And believe in the love we

Share,

Believing in one another,

As people,

Not their work,

Or their brain,

But as who we are,

And believe in the future

We want.

These Memories,

I hide them from even

Myself.

I do not want them there,

I don't want to remember

Them,

I'd rather forget.



I have many Hidden Memories,

Mostly of past pain,

Regret,

Loss,

Or love,

All of them are nothing

To me anymore,

The memories I have

Hidden from everyone,

Even myself,

Are ones I want to stay hidden,

I beg of you,

Please don't delve into my past,

Into my memories,

Into those times where I didn't

Even know myself,

I want to forget,

I don't want you to know,

All I want is to be happy with

You,

Have our future together,

Without my Hidden Memories

In the way.

For you my love,

I would cut my still

Bleeding heart out,

Just so you could live.



For you my love,

I would slit m wrists,

If ever you needed

Blood.



For you my love,

I would jump in front

Of a speeding bullet,

Just to save your life.



For you my love,

I would sacrifice myself,

If we were ever threatened.



For You my love,

I would give my everything,

If just to see you smile one

Last time.



For you my love,

I would give up everything,

If only to stay by your side.



Yes we have been through

Hell,

We have come a long way,

But for you,

I'm willing to try and mend

These broken hems,

Sow them back together,

And have the future you and I

Want together.



I would do all this only,

For you,

My love.